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Sunday, August 16, 2009
Its been two days since i last had my proper meal. geessh, im soo busy with work till i dun even bother about my stomach. so sorry stomach. :). well, just dun feel the urge to eat for this time being. maybe this is how i prepare myself for the fasting month! yea..soo pls make it official to me. lol. well, yest had a meet up session with my friends and my ex was there. and so, its best to talk things to him. so, i asked him what ive been keeping in my mind all this while. and yea, we talked things out and i really asked him for a conclusion. and i just thanked him for the advises. yea, im moving on dude! and i hope u make a wise decision. and i respect it. thanks anyway. however, i was angry at some point of the conversation. that was when u said, all this 4 years with me, there's NO love at all..only sympathy and care. WTF! all this while my love towards you was sincere but u dun even love me, u just sympathise me! omg..why would u even dare to do that to me. u shuld have just throw me for the first year..why do u have to drag soo long and try to love me. I just suddenly have to say this, im beginning to Hate you! well, what goes around comes around dude. and yea, i'm moving on! and i'll find a better guy than you for sure. im not even sad or what. im just filled with anger currently. i dun even cry when u say those words, cause i dun feel it anymore. thats it peeps. thats what happening with my life now. but im fine though. love my life now. currently, i just need a break from everything. and i just think i need to go to an island, maybe Rawa Island. and yea, it will be soon. anyone wanna tag along. beep me aites. haha! and truly, im missing every little people that come past in my life. thanks though. Y |
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