Monday, September 28, 2009
 Sunday plan was just to meet my ex after work and went around town. so yea, we walked around town and started our window shopping. still, nothing caught my eyes. Decided to have our dinner at sakura far east. soo yeah, he and his baby squids, me with just simple noodle. so everything was just fine, we talked and catched up with each other. We really had alot of stories to share huh. after eating, he decided to catch the Formula One race at Marina Bay. so, headed to marina bay. it was just packed with people around. While walking, heard the speed of the car passing by. My God, it hurt my ears but i enjoy the speed! haha.So, we decided to stand in front of marina square and watch it. We couldnt get a clear view but manage to catch it. eventually, he insisted to buy tickets and wanted to go in and watch. WTH! i just feels that its a waste of money. Nothing fun. So yea, while standing there and fighting, someone approach us and asked us whether we want to have their tixs. Selling it at 30 bucks. Good deal but i dun think soo. sooo, my ex was soo excited. He really pleading me to buy it and watch. but i just dont want too. soo sorry dude! and yea, somehow i manage to msg some of my friends whom i know going or working there. but it seem that my luck was just not on that day. too bad.. After that, went in marina square and took some pics. He was soo addicted to the F1. Standing straight watching the big television showing the race. so yea, the last lap came and the winner was Hamilton! and everyone just shouted and celebrate! Cool.. soo supportive. and on the way back to the MRT. saw a cameraman with a reporter. and my ex who cant resist camera started to yahhuu at the cameraman. and yea, he was caught by the reporter for a short interview. while being interviewed, i was just standing far ahead. just dun want to be involved. haha! Soo.. a tiring day on sunday followed by morning shift just now. im just too sleepy and restless now. After work just now, went to visit my ex' grandma who was admitted in the hospital. Hope u get well soon nenek! and yea, thanks dude for accompanying me on sunday. it was nice to see u. after visited his grandma, i decided to just went home first cause my eyes just cant help it. on the way home, mum called me and asked me to accompany her at cwp. i was shocked to know that she went shopping alone. my mum just cant stop going out..soo pls, when i go out everyday, dun complain. cause u do the same too.. haha. so yea, she wanted to buy a nice blouse at metro. Being a good daughter, i bought it for her. aww.. soo sweet! haha. had my supper at Macdonalds with mum and went home straight. and now, im just sleepy. need to sleep for now. will update more.. and i hope i'll go raya one day. Need to wear my new baju raya! havent even touch it at all. geesshh.. Y Thursday, September 24, 2009  When i run out of topic, maybe Love would be a nice topic to talk abt. its a Hot topic among people. Love among two individual. but not all people will gain the same love. its all diffrent. all this are based on my own view yaarr. Love do exist for people and i do believe that. We fall in love easily. Love just makes us blind sometimes. Love is a feeling from one individual to another, be it strong or weak. Love is the greatest feeling that everyone wanna have. But for me, i'm sick of Love. suddenly it came across my face that i dun need love for the time being now. I just dun need love but i just need someone to be by my side and make me smile. That will be the greatest feeling for me.I've fallen in love before. and when i broke up, its hard to find someone to catch me. i was living my life on my own. breaking up was the hardest part but as time fly, i realise that living life as a single was much way better. Love has made me blind. i was in love previously, deeply. i dun even bother abt my feelings but instead concern abt my partner's feelings. i rather get hurt than seeing my partner getting hurt. that's my way of love. and as time fly, i realise i need to make a change. im not that expressive abt my love and i admit, i lost in love due to that. but i dun regret any of it. cause, frm it, i learn to be a better person. i learnt the meaning of Love. Now, i dun need Love in my life. Without Love, im happy now. Thanks to all my friends who are there for me. im stronger now than before. although i admit, im jealous seeing all the couples walking around. but im still standing still on my two feets. Im not a supermodel, i still eat macdonalds.. so, i aint that perfect u see. accept me for who i am. hurting me is as bad as killing me. but no worries, im living my life independently now. and truly, im coping well. Loving every single moments i have now. and who say i cant be single? i can. im more happy to be single. i learnt that i dun need love but i need just someone to be by my side. and knowing a few guys around me, im glad i know them. although some played around, but im blessed to be one of ur friends. cause lover wont make us happy always but someone by our side will make our day usually. Loves. Y Monday, September 21, 2009   Firstly selamat hari raya to all the Muslims out there. Ramadhan is over and here we are to celebrate our victory. Syawal is here for this year. here i am seeking forgiveness frm everyone i know. Sorry for everything that i did which may just hurt u people somehow. Still, i love you guys to earth. :)yeah..first day of raya was normal for me. Every year has been the same for me. Mum cooking early in the morning. had to woke up at 8 to just help her in the kitchen. Cooking like 6-8 dishes? ouh my..the kitchen was just in a messed. Mum was lucky to have 3 daughters, helping her. so yea, we ended quite late, in the afternoon. yest, only one of my relative come over. and i dun even know cause i was asleep when they came. im just too tired. i dun even know who came over my house yest. haha. im just not in the mood for raya this year. Second day, mum woke me up at 8am again. gosh! wake me up and asked me to rush to the nearby wet market and buy muttons! i had to forced myself up. lucky bro accompanied me with his bike. so bought all the things that mum wrote in the shopping list. reached home and i sat at the sofa,resting. at 1pm, mum started her business in the kitchen. and there we were to help her again. oh my, cooking and cleaning for two consecutive days just made me really tired. mum just cant stop cooking. but the ones eating are just us! haha. i have to maintain my diet. so pls mum, stop cooking. :) Now, dad's working friends are here at my house. all the chinese are just nice to come over and celebrate it with us. so now, i have the chance to update my blog as mum and dad are busy talking to them. in a while, my sis Bf will be coming over. thats all i know who will be coming today. well, soo sad that i dun have much relatives. my mum is an indonesian catholic, so, no one celebrate hari raya except christmas. and dad, not much relatives though. maybe i can count with my two hands. haha. sad that i dun even have grandma and grandpa to celebrate with. even when im small, they're gone. they're gone just too soon. how i wished they could see my siblings grow. Im just sad that my hari raya aint that great as others. but whatever it is, im happy that i still have my family and friends around me celebrating. and i shuld be fortunate cause im celebrating it. and i know, somehow, out there, there's people who are less fortunate than me. so yea, i hope this raya will be somehow bring great memories. tmrw, im back to work. how soon is that right? too bad, work may be better then sitting at home i guess. haha. to my friends, beep me if u wanna come over my house. Love you.Y  Labels: Eid Mubarak Saturday, September 19, 2009  its been a month! yea, it looks like a month but its not. soo yea, i was fasting well this month. only threw a few days due to monthly menses, haha. time flies soo fast. couldnt believe that hari raya is coming in just a few hours.cool! just soo excited over hari raya. not because of getting money or what.just happy for the delicious food and kuehs. gosh, i just cant resist my kuehs. haha! handmade by me, sis and mum. it was like a last minute kueh making. but we manage to finish it and get over with it. curtains are all up, kuehs done. im just soo excited now. haha.this year will be a diffrent year for me. its not like my previous year. but,im happy for myself now. im coping well and yea, im happy this way. still, hari raya still meant alot for me. hari raya is a month of forgiveness. so yea, im here to seek apologises frm people who knows me. sorry for any wrong doings, bad mouthing or even hurting someone. may it be accidentally or not. im just sorry. hope im forgiven and lets open a new beginning for us. haha. to my friends, u people are invited to come over my place for raya. just beep me before you people decide on my hse. haha,cause this year, i have to give that green packets. geesshh. how sad to know that i have no collection anymore. proving to me that im getting older. haha. whatever. so yea, SELAMAT HARI RAYA people. Y  Tuesday, September 15, 2009  yea. i just feel damn tired and exhausted today. my head is just spinning around. i just cant take it. went for my car practical this morning, went home straight and i knocked off. woke up only to realise that its break fast time. sorry sister, couldnt help u. i just feel soo weak suddenly.Car practicals. yea, been so enthusiatic in taking it at first. spend every single money i have for it. i was so on abt it. study hard for every theory tests and yea, i passed. went every car practicals that i could. now,im still stuck somewhere cause there's no more slots available for me. gosh, i just hate it. so last night, stayed up till 7am and get to book one lucky slots! its been a month since i went there. so yea, slept at 7 am and woke up 3 hrs later. went for my car practical. the instructor was a diff one. so yea, i was damn blur and stupid during that practical. i admit! i stalled the engine so many times despite repetitive warning frm the instructors. i was soo blur when it comes to changing down gears. i hate that part. somehow, halfway of the practical, i just feel like stopping and get out frm there. i just cant handle it. im soo sorry instructor. he's been too patience. i dunnoe. suddenly i just feel like giving up in this. i know i shuldnt but i just cant take it anymore. just wanna cry my heart out!! geessh.forget it! whatever.just forget it. just see where it brings me soon. right now i just wanna rest my mind out of everything. everything seem cock up this few days. aarrgg. tmrw werking. i hope i could have that clear mind to work tmrw. dunnoe what's happening in the ward soo far. hmm. wondering. Y Monday, September 14, 2009 yea. last saturday. was on morning shift. after work, had plans with my friends. been a long time we gather guys. so yea, plan was to break fast together at geylang. so, waited for zai,dan and izzat at city hall. all of us went on our own way. some went first and some came later. so i met them around 5 plus. reached geylang at 6. it was already pack by then. decided to eat at the new pasar geylang, howver, people are already sitted there earlier. so, no space for us. changed of place. to eat at the coffee shop behind joo chiat complex. yea, there's plenty of space there. settled down there while we wait for the others to arrive. well, order our foods while some of the guys smuggle foods there. haha! very bad. after done eating, only then 3 of the other guys joined us! had to sit there longer and wait for them to eat. after done eating, these guys still had cravings for dengdeng and stuffs. so yea, we walked along that hot bazaar. went in nicely and sweet, came out frm the bazaar with sweats! haha. Dan was all wet with sweats! yucks, haha. yea, i was soo tired at that point of time. walked and followed them blindly. howver, somewhere, i got lost. i cant find them. so, i walked alone thru that bazaar. at the same time looking for the stuffs that im looking for. for abt 30 mins later, someone called me. yea, only then they realise that im not with them! thanks friend. soo caringg. :) so yea, i still cntinue my own walking. i just cant find the thing that im looking for. so yea, i decided to meet them back at the mrt. sat there and had a rest. im just super tired. im just not me at that time. so sorry guys. working made me feel damn exhausted. after that, decided to went home. took the train. and i just cant take it. had my nap till it reached wlds. yea, im that tired!! haha. however, thanks friend for the day out. next time just dont drag me along when post- working. haha. photos are with zai, dunnoe if he will upload it. just wait patiently. Y Saturday, September 12, 2009  off day was a day out for me. no matter what it is, i have to go out and breathe that fresh air outside. so yea, plan was to break fast with my gf, nurul. called my other half, idah, but she was unable to follow cause she got her own plans up. so yea, it was just the two of us. no one else. we did talk and catch up with each other. it's been long since i saw u and talk to you babe. had our dinner at KFC. craving for that burger and chicken. so, bought both of it and share. however, ate one chicken was enough for us. burger was left untouched. haha! and babe no worries abt the treat. :)after dinner, walked around cwp as usual. nothing caught my eyes as usual. after tired of cwp, we stroll around the bazaar. and nothing caught my eyes too. im just getting bored of wlds. haha. so, i had craving of air kathira suddenly. bought 3 bottles of it and we sat around civic. drinking that kathira really satisfy me. so we talked and talked. and without us realising. we were surrounded by matreps. one on the right and one on the left. nowhere to run. sat there for long, when we decided to just make a move. so, we had to choose one path to walk pass. is it the right or the left. so nurul decided to walk pass by the left side. the tattoo guys. haha! and yea, we walked pass when one of them just say.."BYE CUTE". haha. and i know its not me, but its for nurul cause that mat have been staring at nurul for long. kan nurul? haha. my fren is cute! lol. and yea. thats the journey and story of my life today. what a day off. just spending time with one of my friend had made my day. so it dont bother who. tmrw will be a long day for me. working in the morning. after work maybe going geylang to break fast with the rest of my friends. been a long time since i break fast with u people. but however, mum asked me to join her for a bdae party of my nephew. hmm? cant decide now. just see where my feet brings me tmrw. geylang or toa payoh? haha. so yea. im just slow and stupid in decision making sometimes. i hate this part. Y Friday, September 11, 2009 time for an update. yeah, been busy lately due to work and stuffs. has been working straight for a week. today, finally, i get my day off. yeah, only one day for me to rest. and i wont rest cause i just wanna make use of my day off. maybe go out and have fun! right now. no plans yet for the afternoon.lets talk abt the days i' ve been thru. Yest, plan to break fast with my dearest 4 girlfriends. however, each of them have their own schedule. so, it was cancelled. too bad. at the end of it, i break fast with my two working friends. ok guys, u bth drive me nuts. haha. break fast at Pizza Hut wlds. yea, we had our 5 dinner course. all four courses done, waited for the last course, desert. haha! we were wanting it as if we're gonna have one earthquake ice cream. howver, it was only one scp of ice cream. haha! we just waste much time talking and gossiping abt people all around us. yea, had fun with you guys. working has made me really tired this few days. i was like running around and calling around. it just made me tired. really. sometimes i wonder, is this what i want or what. cause sometimes, i just feel like quiting. but i wont quit easily. i will only rest if i need to but i wont give up that easy. no job will come easy. soo yea, i'll try my best in this career. for my future! yeah.Y Sunday, September 6, 2009   Two beautiful couples. Both are two very close people in my life. yeah. i do love you people. from pri school till now, i see how u grow and bring urself up. u two had such a beautiful life stories. to begin with, you people had such a long story. previously, had boyfriends whom you love soo much. hold that long relationship. but in the end, it just ended. saw how u cried over that long relationship. i feel the pain at that moment. weeks and months needed for that heart to heal.however, you too had been strong and move on with life. although some time you people just turn back and remember the past. but you two just keep on going.you people get to know a few people and met nice people somehow. Nurul, i saw how u grow in life. ur past maybe something that u dun wanna turn back now. cause i know, u regret loving him. but pls, no regrets. it's ur mistake to not learn frm it. u keep on hanging to him when he dun even bother you. somehow, you cried to us. and we helped as much we could to make u realise. it takes time but the time arrive. you did realise one day that he's nothing worth ur tears. so, u move on although i know its hard for u. when half way ur life, a guy appear in ur life, DD. he's a guy with full of mystery. haha. he's a nice guy. a guy who care abt you and love u sincerely with all his heart. and i can see that. and i knw, he''s way better than your ex. so, now, ure happy with DD right. God send you an angel. hope it last. Etri, you've been one strong sister. going thru ur life must be tough i admit. ur previous love, i know its hard. but u just keep trying. although i never had a chance to see you cry but i know, u did cry in ur heart. u did cried at night when people are asleep. i may not be the first person to know ur love story but i can feel it. u've been one great person. you left him for good. and i knw, its hard for you to let him go. u keep on worrying abt him. u wish, u hadnt make that decision. but as time past, u moved on. u get to know ASRAF. a guy with full of mystery. he's been great to you. and although u got financial probs with him, u both still keep strong. he's one guy whom really loves and care abt you. and i knw, ure happy with him now. gosh. just personal post to my two gorgeous people. u people had been up and down. howver, still standing strong now. and now, leading a happy and blissful life. and peeps, this two couples may be getting Engaged probably by next year! that's their plan so far.and im glad to hear that! hope it will happen and last. you people just grow soo fast. just keep going strong with that relationship that you have now. dun look back in ur past ya. the future and present are the days you would want to look forward too. keep on fighting and never walk away! Loves. Y Labels: Congrats.   hell yea. i did went out today. a trip to the neighbouring country, JB. didnt expected it to really work out. but the plan work out. haha. so only the four of us went there. went there to just break fast together. haha. how sweet. sorry if didnt tag anyone else along. it was a last min thing and it seem everyone is busy. next week will be our gathering to geylang aite peeps! so, went to JB around 5pm. headed to city square and look for something nice to eat. settle down at the portugese chicken stall. so, we had our meal. gave up on that half chicken. had to use my hand to eat it. soo unglamourous! we are the sporeans people who have class but selekeh. haha. all four of us are using our hands to eat that chicken. when we look around, none of them use hands. haha. we really dun practice table manners. gosh! after the meal, had a stroll around city square. look here and there. after a long stroll, settle down at the ice cream corner. had our waffle ice creams and banana split. geesh, i want more of it! after ice creams, had our final relaxing corner. we sat down at coffee bean! bought our coffee ice blend drinks. totally, today we just had alot of munching and drinking. haha! well, day was nicely spent with those lovely friends around. thanks guys for the day out. it was a nice one! next trip, BATAM?? haha. ok, to the rest of the peeps. next week, geylang plss. haha.i need to buy my white baju raya! missing every single one of my friends. they're just great people. truly, im standing strong now due to all those great people. My friends and family. You guys gave me the strength to keep moving forward.thank you alot.i learnt to be strong in life and look ahead. a part of my life is forming back. just finely. ILOVEYOU. Y Labels: Thanks Love. Saturday, September 5, 2009  haha. be careful girls when men start to compliment you. they may just mean it in a different way. haha. and guys, pls dun follow this way. girls do have some part of beauty but their beauty doesnt really makes you to forget ur wallet right? haha. ok back to life. yest was on morning shift. work was hectic for me. had to rush thing and im still slow. shiitt. but nevertheless, i completed my work and went to town with my sister. she was damn busy looking for her bf birthday present. both of us were just blank. didnt know what to buy. wish a guy would just help us but no one came. haha. at the end of it, didnt bought anything for the birthday boy, instead, bought something for ourself. wth?! this is what happen when we girls shop. never did reached our objectives. haha. and for me, i was strolling around the whole town but didnt even fnd ONE thing pleasant.! shit, i dun even know whats happening. i get my pay, wanted to shop, but nothing. anyone wanna get my card and just shop for me?! haha. yea, it truly kills me when i go town and return empty handed. waste my fare! haha.today is my friend POP but im still here at home. i dun think im going cause the guys are going with bikes there. they invited me but nah, its ok. so today had no plans, i dun even know whether my working friends will be breaking fast together. or they just simply forget abt it. haha. so, i plan to go geylang today. so pls..no matter what, i'll just pull someone to go with me today if no one wanna go. so, if you had a call or a msg from me, beware! i might just grab u along with me. haha. counting down the time. Y Friday, September 4, 2009 Work as been tiring for me.been busy lately with work. i hate morning shift. just had to drag my lazy foot to work. was soo sleepy.well, time flies fast. following the dr rounds and making the changes takes alot of time.been managing it well enough for the past few days. i somehow enjoy my job. taking care of people and talking to them. some of the patients just make my day. well, trying to find other experience if i could.haha. been working for a week without any day off or rest. my off will be this weekends! i cant wait for it to come. well, sat will be Zai's POP. hope i could make it friend. so sorry if i cant, maybe im just tired. :) plan for sat was to break fast with my friends, hwever, not all could make it this week. so, its best, to just cancel it and postpone to next week friends. well, not breaking fast with my beloved friends but breaking fast with my wokring colleagues instead. plan was sakura international buffet. but i dun think thats a good idea. cause i just dun eat much when i break fast! haha. and now, i dun even know if im going or what cause i'm following the majority. if i dont, then, i'll just meet my friends then. haha. Brother fetched me from work just now. thanks bro. however, we nearly met with an accident. we were turning left when a car just swift in. my bro had to swift his bike to the right back. omg! that was the first panic. second was, we were exiting to wlds ave 2 when the same car changed his mind and swift in to the exit! crazy driver! this is what i called reckless driver. luckily we reached home safely. tmrw im on morning shift. but im still awake now. haha. just cant sleep now. after work tmrw, had plans ahead. yea, i need more plans and outing! Y |
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