Tuesday, July 28, 2009
   at last, after much clarifications and changes, mum decided to went to batam last sunday! yea, i was on off duty, so, i managed to hang along with my mum and two sisters. well, objectives to go there was just to take a look at my mum house who she dun even know whose the one renting. yea, took batam fast ferry to sekupang. gosh, the man who chop my passport in sekupang thought that im married to a spore man! haha. well, i said, im still single and young. lol! so, reached batam with a warm welcome by my relatives there. luckily they are there to help us in our transportation. haha! first visit was my mum old house. well, used to live there but now, it changed alot. it really improves. so, mum made some agreement with the rental person. mum thought of selling the house to her but still in discussion. after that, we proceeded to nagoya hill, which was a new mall there. so, it was huge and if i were to look for foods there, the place is just there. cool ness! after walking around the mall for hours, we decided to go to another mall by taxi. went to DC Mall.. thought its gonna be a happening mall but however, mum just gave us a false alarm. lol! so mum decided to end the walk and called our relatives to pick us up as it was already 7pm. mum decided to went to batam center terminal and bought our return tixs to spore. we took the last ferry which was 920pm. while waiting for the last ferry, decided to walk around a mall which was just beside the terminal. the Batam Center Mall. it was way better than the DC Mall. so we walked around there. mum bought alot of stuffs over there. all was for this coming raya! the theme for this year will be BATIK. cool! so i and my sis donated some of our rupiahs money to my mum to buy the batik tablecloth that she wants. hmm..at last, i dont even bought anything for myself. but, its ok. enjoyed my day on sunday. reached home around 1 am sia. damn tired, now, im still having the tiredness in me. need more rest plsss. :) Y Sunday, July 26, 2009   Its been a long time since the last time we all gather. maybe months. well, everything changed as well as people too. couldnt believe that all this guys of mine are all serving their NS currently. some are schooling, working, serving the nation and some just rots at home. haha! thanks guys for making the gathering a sucessful one. it thought its gonna be just like 5 people going but in the end, all of them turned up. except for one of my wonderful friend, Faridah. she has been damn busy with school and work. pls girl, dun stress urself up ya. meet us soon! well, today had a great day with them. plan was just to go marina square and watch the fireworks. we reached there and could only manage to watch for 5-10 mins of the fireworks. so, we sat there and talked, laughed and waited for another friends. yeah, all i could say was, the day was just SUPERB! pls gather like this often ya. haha. im blessed with my life currently now. enjoying every moment of it now. and all thanks to my wonderful friends..i hope i wont feel lost anymore. Y  Labels: Love u guys. Friday, July 24, 2009   time for an update in my life currently. well, this is something personal but just wanna share it. well, been knwing this guy for a month or so and yea, i've meet him. we have meet up a couple of times and truly, im enjoying every day out i had. he showed me what spore is and thanks for that. however, things happen. when i came to realise that im cheating my own feelings and his feelings.im soo sorry. truly, i admit that i still LOVE my ex, Shahril. and yea, i have not move on. i still somehow think of him and miss him. but i know, nothing gonna happen afterall. its just me feeling this way. but it takes two hand to clap. but im not hoping for anything shahril, i only pray for the best. :) and when u call me almost every single day, it makes me wonder why. but now i know, cause u do care about me although love doesnt exist. im fine with that. i dun expect anything though. to that someone. im sorry to ask u to leave and even me leaving you. the reason is not because i want to wait for my ex. but, i just dun wanna hurt anyone in the future. maybe getting hurt now is better than getting hurt in the future. and i know how u feels. cause all this while, i know somehow u hope i'll be the one for you. but im not gonna be that ONE. and truly, i dun even know what the future holds for me. maybe i end up with my ex or even someone else. that is why, i think i better just live my life as it is. all alone. cause, i've been strong in leading my life. its not that i dun need man in my life.i do need them one day. but for this moment NO. i just wanna be a girl that leads her own simple life. soo, all the best to him. U may be damn angry or even wanna kill me during some point of time. but like i told you, i told u to stop and the rest is up to you. u may hate me or bad mouth me but i dont care. its part and parcel of LIFE. yeah..now, im ALONE. living my own life. and i hope its the best for me. cause im damn stupid in decision making. :) i dun wanna think of love or even mariage. all i wanna think now is to be happy surrounded by beautiful people around and to travel around the world. i just want that in my life. once again, sorry to you. and to my ex, i have not move on yet, but i know u've move on. and its great to know that. no worries, soon, it will fade away slowly. Y Sunday, July 19, 2009   yea. it was that day when i met my gf, Faridah. she had to do something abt her lappy things at Jurong. so, we decided to stay at IMM. met her there. we had a stroll over there. and truly, IMM changed alot since i last went there. they beautify it and did a great job on it. i truly adores it. well, i and faridah stroll every corner, every level of IMM. and gosh, Faridah even wants to went to the top level which are just offices and warehouses. haha. not enough of 3 levels exploring is it. lol. when we came to the 3rd floor, gosh. i saw this garden there. and its like the roof garden which i saw in cck. however, this is much bigger and better than cck. no one was there at the point of time. i was soo excited and decided to play around there as faridah had just shot me with the zebra's help. haha. if i were 5 yrs old or so, i would be palying there for hours man. but, i just remembered that im not that young anymore. haha. well, its a nice play to hangout man. would bring you guys there one day. well, thats all for that day. had a great day with my gf. thanks ya. 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Tuesday, July 14, 2009   it has been weeks since i abandon my friends or maybe the opposite way too. :) well, today nurul called me up and wanted to meet up. so, yea, i met her up cause its been a long time since we sat and talked. suddenly, izzat and hafiz joined us. we had our dinner at banquet. and nurul, thanks alot for ur treat ya. haha! what goes around, comes around. :) after our dinner, sat at the carpark as they need to filled their lungs with smoke. haha. while talking, we decided to play the Timezone! yea, how childish we are. so, everyone donated two bucks and played some basketball, dancing and striking! haha. we really had our fun and laughing session. ended it with sitting behind kfc as usual. and to hafiz and izzat, thanks for sending me home. so sweet of u guys. well, hope to go out again and have more fun aite. hope to gather the rest and have the fun that we used too. i feel damn blessed to have my friends around me. happiness strikess me back. overall, im tired as i only slept for one hour yest and now, i really need a rest.sorry for the short update. 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Wednesday, July 8, 2009 been a long time since i've update my blog. been busy lately with my work and life currently. this is the only chance i have to update now. well, alot of things had happened in my life. sometimes i feel blessed with my life but sometimes i dont. well, truly, ive dated some guys which i've known online. i enjoy it at first. but as time goes by, i feel something different. i dont thing these guys do take me seriously. pls man, i hate it when u guys just wanna have me as someone who just walked into ur life. i want to get to know u more and hope it'll be a peaceful one. but things happen the other way round. now, i feel so sick and tired with life and getting to know new guys. truly, just started to know u for few months, and u guys had showed me ur negative attitude. and truly, i HATE it. i've had enough being hurt for 2 times. and i dun want the same thing to repeat in my life again. 2 times is enough! i hate to try! i gave up now. i'll just wait for the right one to come across in my life. although it takes years, i dun mind waiting. cause at the end of it, i hope the guy that i dreamt for will arrive just in time. ok, enough of talking abt this guys. im missing every little things that have come across in my life. missing my friends and i hope i'll have those spare time to meet up with you guys. so yea, tmrw im working morning so i have to dozed off now. till then, i'll TRY to update soon! 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