Yesterday night had a meet up session with Nurul and Faridah. its been a long time since we hang out. I miss those days. meet up with nurul around 7pm. Idah came up later. had our dinner at KFC. we are just addicted to KFC i guess.lol. i had to meet Shahril cause i wanna pass him something. he also wanted to pass me something. so, met up with him around 9pm. sat behind KFC for quite sometime. Home sweet home at 11pm. Thank you Shahril u bought me a cap.na di realise its the same as urs just that the color is different.hehe. i really like it. appreciate it lots.so Izzat, u can get ur cap back! haha.

well, i pass him all the things that belong to him. all the memories. i just cant keep it cause i tend to look back at it and cry. its just too much. i gave him the anniversary cards that he gave me for the past years. gave him all the pictures that we took together. i had nothing left in my cupboard that associate with my relationship anymore. i dunnoe if u were able to put urself in my shoe. u can have it.just do anything to it.u may burn it or whatever cause it may be meaningless to u but not to me. i wanna keep it but i cant cause its just too much for me. Sorry.

Well guys, i have make up my mind. i'm not gonna fight for him. From today onwards, i am REALLY letting him go. yes i am. i know its gonna be hard. but with all my friends and family around mee, i think i'm capable of it. to my friends, esp. Faridah and Izzat. u guys have help me alot. Sorry faridah cause i gave up too fast and not fight for him. To Izzat, i will move on. thanks for ur advises. i'm blessed that i still do have my friends around me. However guys, dun think that Shahril is at fault. cause he's not. he got his own feelings. i cant force him to love me. he's doing what he think is right for himself. i love you.Y