Firstly, sorry to him cause i didnt send you to the airport. sad to see you go. he's been in taiwan for weeks. and i'm fcuking missing you la sey. well, dont know abt you there. truly sad cause i didnt get any update or news from him.i msg him once but no call or msges were received. all i wanna know is how are you over there. why cant you just give me a call?im wondering abt that. but i'll wait no matter what. well, things had not been good this month for me and him. i know i just have to be strong to face this alone. you are no more by my side every moments. but,i'll be there always for you baby. thanks to my friends for being there for me. love you.

i admit iit was my fault that cause this to happen. i realise and will learn from it. thanks baby. sometimes i just thought of giving up to get u back cause you really seem laid back. but now, i realise, u worth alot to me. i cant throw u. i will fight back to win your heart.heard me babe! i will do anything to fight and win you back cause i really cant live w/o you. i'm missing every single thing that we've went thru together. i just hope one day, u will return to me. well, if u came back, u will be mine forever but if u dont, i will let you go cause we really dont mend for each other.

whatever it is...at the end of everything. i'm sorry and i love you. Y