Tuesday, September 15, 2009
 yea. i just feel damn tired and exhausted today. my head is just spinning around. i just cant take it. went for my car practical this morning, went home straight and i knocked off. woke up only to realise that its break fast time. sorry sister, couldnt help u. i just feel soo weak suddenly.Car practicals. yea, been so enthusiatic in taking it at first. spend every single money i have for it. i was so on abt it. study hard for every theory tests and yea, i passed. went every car practicals that i could. now,im still stuck somewhere cause there's no more slots available for me. gosh, i just hate it. so last night, stayed up till 7am and get to book one lucky slots! its been a month since i went there. so yea, slept at 7 am and woke up 3 hrs later. went for my car practical. the instructor was a diff one. so yea, i was damn blur and stupid during that practical. i admit! i stalled the engine so many times despite repetitive warning frm the instructors. i was soo blur when it comes to changing down gears. i hate that part. somehow, halfway of the practical, i just feel like stopping and get out frm there. i just cant handle it. im soo sorry instructor. he's been too patience. i dunnoe. suddenly i just feel like giving up in this. i know i shuldnt but i just cant take it anymore. just wanna cry my heart out!! geessh.forget it! whatever.just forget it. just see where it brings me soon. right now i just wanna rest my mind out of everything. everything seem cock up this few days. aarrgg. tmrw werking. i hope i could have that clear mind to work tmrw. dunnoe what's happening in the ward soo far. hmm. wondering. Y |
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