Wednesday, August 5, 2009
oh my, somebody pls just define me what life means. im living my life now, trying to live to the fullest but still, i cant achieve it. well,im enjoying my job now. however, some thoughts of taking a degree was crossing my mind. i even thought of becoming a doctor. lol. but, its gonna be a long way for me. well, its just a target. if im able to reach it, then kudos to me. :) life as been up and down for me. sometimes im happy with life but sometimes i dont. however, everything happen for a good reason. and im waiting for the good reason to be out. well, im in confusion state right now. i dont even know what i want in life now.i dont even know where im heading to now. sometimes i feel abandon as there's no one to talk to and share stories. my two gfs are damn busy with their school and life. and my guy friends are all in camp, serving the nation. Shit! its a damn bad time for me to be alone right now. i hope weekends will be a great day for me soon. pls my friends, bring me somewhere i dunnoe! :) truly, im feeling empty and lonely currently. i dont even know who to hang out with and have fun. gosh, this feeling is just killing me. but i have to keep strong to face the following days. and im trying my very best here. but pls help me guys, i need u people to involve me in any activities and keep me busy. so that i wont be thinking abt my poor life and start to shed my tears. oh my, that is uglyness. no worries though. im coping well today. just scared to face tmrw cause im off tmrw and my friends arent there to entertain me! aarrhh. but my dearest friends, i still do need u people around me. keep me going with u people surrounding me! thanks.Y |
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