Well, things changed now. for the past few days, i still hope and pray that my love will come back to me. but hopes just hurt me. I appreciate the relationship that i we had been together Shahril. You made me open my eyes and make me understand the meaning of true love. i thought i'm gonna be ur one and only but its not. Like u said, love doesnt always end with happiness. u're right.

I've been with u for almost 4 years when suddenly u utter those words that i cant barely take it. i cant even stop crying. it hurt me alot for the past few days. however i still do not want to give up. i still think that i'm gonna fight for u and win ur heart cause i think u're worthy to me. but as days pass, the pain is just killing me. I gave up. yes, i did. im not gonna do anything. u want us to be friends, i will.

but i'm wondering. its soo unfair to be treated this way. i was soo deeply in love with you when suddenly u came up and tell me that u dont feel the love anymore. i think and think. where did i did wrong?i couldnt even find an answer for that. u didnt even tell me earlier that ur feeling are fading away.why? if u tell me earlier, maybe we can do something to save it. but maybe u just dun wanna save it. whatever. i just dont know what is running thru ur mind.someone tell me pls.

now, i gave up. im tired and i cant bare the pain anymore. you may just kill me anytime. so i just end it.that may be better for u. hope u find someone that will truly love you.

thank you for all the memories that we had together. i appreciate every moment that we spent together.